Excerpts from Emails(2)

Since a certain author never posted her email, I'll do it on her behalf =D:(with some alterations done la)

About the guides, not that i wan to control. every1 of us know there's a problem inside. if now we dont do something, how should we survive when we are in form 5? how should we survive without our seniors? i can just dun do anything and just sit there, watching this becoming worse n worse, bt i know i cant. That day i quit prefect because of guides, the main reason is prefect takes a lot of my time. i chose to leave my friends n cried because of guides. from form 1 til now, i know all of us loves guides. its just something happen inside that made us become kecewa. then we all will have no heart for guides soon.

i won 't want to control n i dun like b controlled too. I'm a human like u all, i will still have the same feeling with u all. in f4, i can c that everybody has their own talent. n of course, sometimes we might not c it. the relations between us is good, we can play, we can talk. but cum to work, we cn do together, but we cant do well. u n lyn aso know what makes this happen. 1st, we r too dependent. when a problem cum, 1st thing cum to our mind is nvm, there r sum ppl that wil solve it, wun die d. u would say i'm a optimistic, bt i wil see wat case is that. then, we din reli think about a problem deeply n find the way to solve, thats why problem will never b solved.

i appreciate all f4 guides. they r definitely good n friendly. bt f4 d u know? we need to grow up n no more only enjoy n play everyday. i know study is important, even mine do so. if i din study well, there's no chnce for me to continue study after f5. my family wun afford to pay, even my big bro d they aso cnt afford. so at last, i will still set my study for the 1st place. bt we r in badan uniform, such a big society n always appear in the national level. even if dun lik guides, there's something call responsibility as being a guide. what i wan is just kerjasama from everybody n the main thing, semangat. jus simple as that.

who will let the society u joined die on your hand? i waited, i waited a chance to make u all wake up. finally, the thinking day project cum. i tot that would b the chance, but later on there lots of projects cuming none stop. i dun wan to force u all cos everybody already being so stress of it. i jus wan to let u all noe, pls pls pls stand up. its correct, we r jus a society wif all the girls. bt god din say girls cnt do things! how cum those grls in other society cn do well bt nt us? everybody of us cn b the leader, even u cn b, its jus dat u wan or nt.
i hope u all wil understand wat i mean n i hope i cn help u all. i wil always stand here n waiting u all cum back.